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Blades of Glory #training #shins #shinconditioning #beastmode #morningafter #girlsdontcry #pantstochurchonsunday #loveme #nopainnogain #haveyoufeltmyshins #itstuesday #tomorrowiswednesday #itneedstobefriday #areyoustillreadingthese #unnecessaryhashtags #okillstop

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Light bulb.

I’m starting to see why my relationship with my dad is as broken as it is. Well, I wouldn’t necessarily say, “broken” just not where I would like it to be.

I never really gave him a chance. I would always rather speak to my mom because her and I get along so well. I was always afraid that my dad would be so quick to judge, when I’m the one already judging him assuming that his opinion would always be so negative.

My dad would find out stuff about my life from social media, or my mom. Never from myself. He always feels like he’s the last to know everything, or that I’m hiding things from him. Which, in a way, is true. Not purposefully, I just didn’t want to hear him argue. Which is ironic because, not telling him anything because I didn’t want to argue, turns everything into an argument. 

Just gotta tell the pops the truth. Which I’m starting to do. So far so good. Which is shocking, but I’m starting to see our relationship build again. Makes me happy. 

In relationships, you hafto know what it is about yourself that needs to also be fixed because it’s not always just the other person. Sometimes, the problem could very much so, just be you.

Growth.

I really can’t explain the emotional roller coaster I’ve been through lately.

I’ve grown out of the person I was, a few months ago.
I’ve grown spiritually.
I’ve grown closer to old friends.
I’ve grown compassionately to make new friends.
I’ve grown in the relationships that I’ve made.
I’ve grown to learn how to keep my family close.

It’s been tough, but it’s also been such a beautiful thing. 

JAMES 1:2-4 (NIV)
(2) 
Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds,
 (3) because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. (4) Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.


Prayer is stronger in numbers. Words can’t express the flood of emotions that I’ve got weighing on my heart. Separation isn’t easy, but this deployment will be cake and it’ll go by quickly. We pray for strength, we pray for protection, and we pray for continuous spiritual growth. As I said before, may those who meet you find The Lord. We pray that you keep our Christ in your heart and in your mind. May the power of the Holy Spirit be with you, always. @sethuah know that I love you with all my heart and I’ll be missing you with every second that passes, until you return home. You’ll be in our prayers daily, keep in touch, train hard, work hard, and be safe! #deployment #family #military #prayers #besties #capricornpower

Prayer is stronger in numbers. Words can’t express the flood of emotions that I’ve got weighing on my heart. Separation isn’t easy, but this deployment will be cake and it’ll go by quickly. We pray for strength, we pray for protection, and we pray for continuous spiritual growth. As I said before, may those who meet you find The Lord. We pray that you keep our Christ in your heart and in your mind. May the power of the Holy Spirit be with you, always. @sethuah know that I love you with all my heart and I’ll be missing you with every second that passes, until you return home. You’ll be in our prayers daily, keep in touch, train hard, work hard, and be safe! #deployment #family #military #prayers #besties #capricornpower

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After living here for a year and some change with numerous visits to San Fran, I finally made it to @adapt !! Definitely got some goods and they had awesome customer service, suuuuper friendly and helpful. Thanks Adapt, as always for the dope clothing 🙌 #adapt #adaptapparel #adaptclothing #sanfrancisco #SF

After living here for a year and some change with numerous visits to San Fran, I finally made it to @adapt !! Definitely got some goods and they had awesome customer service, suuuuper friendly and helpful. Thanks Adapt, as always for the dope clothing 🙌 #adapt #adaptapparel #adaptclothing #sanfrancisco #SF

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